Why Can't Heaven Be Next Door

Listening to the song
This wouldn't be so hard
If Heaven weren't so far away
Wishing for my baby's arms
To comfort me and make me stay
Knowing that he was the one
To always make my pain okay
Wondering if today
Will be when God takes this pain
And gives me back my baby..........

Loneliness

Locked inside his mind
The world moves on.
Each day like the last
Seen through a haze of pain.
Leaving the dream behind
Embracing the nightmare
Because it's all that's left.
Release leaves me an empty shell
And gives him paradise.............

emptyness

Standing in the rain
        I am dust
Feasting with the gods
       I starve
Following a never ending trail
       I dream
Reaching for the stars
       I fail
Moon dust in my eyes
       I'm blind
In the still and quiet
       The world breathes