I dreamed of you the other night, But you weren't mine. It was summer and we were in the firecracker and I could smell your sun heated skin from where I sat in the back of the boat. Someone else was in the seat next to you. And I seemed to know all the things about you that I know now except that you were mine. You were beautiful and vibrant and so real. I woke in dazed confusion and spent the day in a panic. I never figured out why.....

How to walk through the days with the pain eating through my body without giving it away is the question of the year.  Keep smilin and going through the motions is the answer cause when I stop doing that I fall apart.

Lost

How long has it been since I belonged?
Since the end and the beginning.
Since before and after.Since hell and Heaven.
Since you.........